My life in a nutshell

I'm fucking awesome. As of right now things are hard! But things could always be worse I guess. No job...old car...own apartment...full time student. At least I have my health....almost lost that as well! My life has taken me through hell and back..although sometimes..most times...I still think I'm trapped in a level of hell where I wonder if and when G-d will take me out of it.